My childhood home, cracks in the blood with blood oozing out. I was doing some movements with my arms and body, moving energy around like tai chi, to clear up all this space. My parents were there. My mom kept patting me, trying to comfort me, but it was making me feel uncomfortable and not allowing me to move the energy properly. I screamed “stop touching me” and she backed off. I gathered all the energy in my hands, in a ball of energy. At this point the walls were clean, back to normal, i had collected all that energy in my hands. And I absorbed it into my sacral chakra, knowing I could transmute it. My parents walked out without saying thank you for clearing the mess.
This dream seems to reflect feelings of distress related to your childhood home and your relationship with your parents. The cracks in the blood with blood oozing out may symbolize deep emotional wounds or unresolved issues from your past.
The movements you perform in the dream, akin to tai chi, suggest a desire to regain balance and clear out negative energy from this space. However, your mother's attempts to comfort you by patting you feel suffocating and hinder your progress. This could indicate a sense of interference from your parents or a feeling that their actions, intended to help, are actually inhibiting your ability to heal and move forward.
By screaming "stop touching me," you assert yourself and boundaries, creating space for your own healing process. Gathering all the energy into your hands signifies the integration and control you have over your own emotions and experiences. Absorbing this energy into your sacral chakra, the center of emotions and creativity, suggests that you have the capacity to transmute these negative experiences into something positive and transformative.
The fact that your parents walk out without expressing gratitude may suggest a sense of unappreciation or dismissal from them regarding your efforts to clear the emotional mess. This could reflect a need for validation and recognition from your parents, which may be lacking in your waking life.
Overall, this dream indicates your journey towards healing and reclaiming your personal power despite potential obstacles within your familial relationships. It suggests the need for setting boundaries and finding your own path towards emotional well-being, even if it means not receiving external acknowledgment.